i'm feeling down today.. but i had a great time on thursday and friday as long as he's by my side.
perhaps it's due to his trip to taipei. i knew he'll know how to take care of himself and behave. But i just kept nag those unnecessary things. maybe past experience make me feel e threat in love. i really need sense of secure and concern alot in order to keep my mind in peace. but maybe nobody can give me that cos i'm askin for alot. but of course i know i love him alot, othewise, i dont even care like last time some of them..
i promise to behave myself in e 1 week and wait for him. but my heart just always like to worry unecessary things. recently he's busy so i'm tinkin alot..
i hope after his things, i can have e carin him bck.. or perhaps, it's e fact that he's more free :]
