Thursday, October 25

i may say sth unpleasant so i'm sry if it's a disturbance.
i jus need somewhere to unstress myself.




seriously i understand why he dont like me to go and watch ur comp and stuffs.
BUT when someone asked me all this, everything is out of control

someone: "tonite u goin to support him?"
me : "nope.. haha"
someone: "huh?! y? he asked us to go but why u nvr go?", "he nvr ask u ar?"
me : "he dont like me watch him bowl. so let him concentrate, dont wan disturb him =)"
someone: "is it... but he asked quite few ppl go watch him bowl, haha"

WTH lor. so concern for what?!
dont have to be so proud that u can go and support him, what's e point for being so sarcastic?
PLS wake up la! stop dreamin! GET ALIVE man!
doesnt mean u go, he'll bowl well.
watch ppl bowl got what use? watch ur talkin more better rite othewise later kena whack by ppl for ur that ******* attitude then more worse.

i noe it's nt his fault but i'm angry over that unprotective stuffs.
perhaps i'm jus an open target that his fren can shoot anytime. thanks lor.
thanks for all those shooting.
O!!! i jus realise!
i kena shoot by ABNORMAL PERSON and that makes me feel that I'M SO NORMAL!

saturday, october 9

i'm feeling down today.. but i had a great time on thursday and friday as long as he's by my side.

perhaps it's due to his trip to taipei. i knew he'll know how to take care of himself and behave. But i just kept nag those unnecessary things. maybe past experience make me feel e threat in love. i really need sense of secure and concern alot in order to keep my mind in peace. but maybe nobody can give me that cos i'm askin for alot. but of course i know i love him alot, othewise, i dont even care like last time some of them..

i promise to behave myself in e 1 week and wait for him. but my heart just always like to worry unecessary things. recently he's busy so i'm tinkin alot..

i hope after his things, i can have e carin him bck.. or perhaps, it's e fact that he's more free :]